I had been told that I was to connect to the psychic community, and I was excited about it, this was something completely new to me I had never met anyone like me before, outside of the psychic I was sating with I knew no one and had never ever met another person who had visions or gotten messages from spirits. So I was really geared up, I was looking forward to these encounters.
There is a college in the area I live in and during the winter they offer non-credit class’s just, what not class’s, dance classes, basic internet usages. Everything under the sun, in the area I was living in there’s not much to do as is, in the winter zip your dead in the water. So this class’s offers people something to do add a little excitement to pretty boring existences.
I had picked up a booklet of class’s being offer and seen a psychic development class being offer by a locate psychic, and I thought yea why not give it a shot. The class last about three hours, consisted of lectures. There were nine people in the class all couples and the person who was presenting the lecture itself.
In time the person giving the lecture would become my constant companion. But for next year she took a strong interest in me after we met. But I sat through the class met a few people who were a part of a greater community, just a brief encounter.
She had us pair up in twos, hold a piece of jewelry in our hands and tell each other what they felt. He came to me and told me he would be my assistance, he gave me a piece of his jewelry and asks me what do you feel?
I held it for a few seconds and I saw a woman standing by a river, alone she was Native American behind her stood a tee-pee and a canoe rested in the river, pulled up on the blank, but what struck me the hardest, she was alone. I told her what I saw and asked her why he was alone? She told me he had, had a reading in the past that he was native and an outcast from his tribe that she lived alone next to a river, and he told me; very good you did very well.
As the class was ending she invited me to come to her office turns out she was in building I was a contractor to. So I made an appointment went to see her and she pulled a dirty on me he use hypnosis on me, and questioned me if I had any connection to the government, such as the F.B.I or had I ever worked for them as a spy? But she really upset me when I came out of it and realized what had been done; it’s a clear violation of free will.
She told me we have to be careful because we know the government is watching us, that there spying on us. Over time I came to the realization that psychics all share one thing in common their all paranoid or at least these people were. But we talked at length and she invited me to a group, a meeting of a sorts. It seems these groups existed everywhere and there were at least a dozen of them operating in the area. So I was invited into the fold and my next encounter I was going to become involved with Aquarium Foundation, its roots of this particle group dated back to 1940s……….
Who was into eastern mysticism, the group it’s self-consisted of about eight people it was a mixed mostly singles and a few couples, and they had an audiotape they wanted me to listen to. So I sat there for the better part of forty-five minutes listening to this man, at the end of the tape they asked me what I thought of his teaching.
And I told them it sounded like basic Bible philosophy with a few mystic words thrown into it to give a little zip, a bang, boy did I impress them. But I joined their group just to be able to meet like-minded people. I paid a small fee to become a member in good standing with the group.
Which open me up to a greater community of people and I began to meet people from all walks of life, which is what I really wanted was to meet people. This woman who had given the lecture told me she wanted me to become involved with other groups operating in the area and she would come by my home every day and pick me up then take me around to these different groups. I suppose there were about a dozen of them operating in the Binghamton area, its early 1997.
I began to see her as a teacher, but couldn’t understand why she was taking such a strong interests, but I would get in the car with her and she would start bouncing and literary jumping around in their seat and I ask her is there anything wrong? Oh no, just in your presence I feel really good, she told me you have an energy around you and it makes me happy, I couldn’t feel anything, but then does a candle see its own light or a fire feel its own heat.
We went to one meeting and there were about eight people present and the woman having the meeting wanted us to pair up into couples male and female in order to create balance between us and project our energy onto the other person we were with so I and this woman stood facing one another. And I became wind and I was flowing all over her body, feeling her breast caressing her nipples and flowing down her thighs and touching her in the most sensuous way, other words I was feeling her up. I was doing everything but screwing her and if it had last much longer I have no doubt I would have, have been inside her.
Well the teacher stopped everyone and asked what they felt, and this woman said she felt herself being sexually caress and that it felt wonderful and the woman giving the class looks at me and she asks what were you doing?
I told her I feeling her up, for this I was given a warning don’t do that again, the rest of the women present were all blushing seems none of them had ever been psychic seduced before. I was having a good time and meeting lots, and lots of people. At the end of the class I experience a flash vision I saw seventy people standing in a circle in a cavern deep in the earth all dresses in black hooded robes, some type of ceremonial. But no messages came through.
I did meet one woman who I took an interests in while speaking to her on the phone she channel messages to me concerning Atlantis, she told me of a mark I bear on the back of my head that it concern a past lives connect to Atlantis. The mark first appears in 1984 and has been with me every sense.
During this time Spirit and my guides were constantly talking to me and having a free thought was a hard thing to pull off, but Spirit comes to me and tells me to incarnated three hundred of my own past lives, past live aspects of pass life personalities, and I agree to it, now when I agree to something, it’s all I do. Their ‘s no magical ritual all I have to do is just agree, it’s the same with releasing divine love, I just agree and it’s done.
I tell this woman what is going on every day, and she wants to know what is clicking with me. She wants to know what I am being told, what are they saying to you?
After doing the incarnation of my own past lives, a few days past and one morning I wake up and go the bathroom to shave and get ready for work and I am standing they’re looking into the mirror and there is an old man a Native American, looking back at me his face old wrinkle, and I am watching him and he is watching me, and were staring at each other.
And he begins to talk, not to me but to himself and I can see he is reasoning with himself, he says I went to the grave hating the white man now I have become the white man, and a message came through hate no one for you become what you hate. And he begins to shake his head up and down, he understands what has happen he is my Creator, and I am a byproduct of his hate, and then he fades out. So I am the white man lucky me.
I went and spoke with the psychic that I was sating with and told him about the incarnation and she told me these past lives will help you developed yourself a shaman to become the very best of what you are. She told me many of them are Druids, High Priestess and Priests, Shamans who have lived before you, from all walks of life, from all nations and tongues, there are many, many Native American’s that will awaken within you and you will begin to see their suffering and feel their pain.
They have awakened within your own psych; they will turn your life upside down. That’s okay with me because I wanted more, and I open myself up to an incredible world few witness or experience in their life time. And the visions came of the pain suffering and death of the Native American communities of the west plains. I saw them in a desolated area, heavy snows many were dying, starvation, freezing to death there was nowhere to go. I help as many as I could but could do nothing to stop their deaths. It was hopeless, and even now when the snows start coming down heavily, I remember the vision and remember their deaths, they haunt me even to this day.
One night during a meeting a woman brought out trays of stones, or what appear to be stones what they were man-made pieces of glass fashion to look like crystals and she explained to me that they contain imbue information in them that would help be developed as a psychic. This information was place inside them and when I brought one and held it in my hands this information would come through my psych or mind to help me developed as a medium.
Now this tray had maybe thirty stones displayed in it and the cheapest were cats eye marbles and they were fifty dollars each, most ranged, in the price range of six to fifteen hundred dollars and up going as high as two hundred and fifty thousand dollars. I was a single parent and wasting money on these man-made crystals was out of the question. I refused to buy into it. And the other member’s told me they had invested thousands of dollars into the purchase of these so-called psychic crystals. I didn’t have time for this nonsense and refused.
Over the period of next few months during each meeting the trays would come out and the sales pitch made, but still I refused. During one of these meeting they focus their attention on me, and were showing me one crystal in particular and it took on a strange glow. A pink light was radiating out of it and they were right on top of me talking to me about buying it, that this one crystal was somehow calling out to me. It was like I was caught in a dream and I agree to buy it for six hundred dollars, but I didn’t carry any money with me so I couldn’t pay for it at that time. But agree with them to stop in the following day and pick it up. I had to have it.
After I left the meeting I was driving home and thought to myself what the hell just happen? It didn’t take me long to realized they were using hypnosis on me. As a matter of fact they had been using hypnosis on everyone who walked through the door. These people were con-artists, now I understood why they thought the government was watching them for; they very well may have been watching them. The following day I contracted them told them I had changed my mind, zing-zing no sale……..hustle somebody else.
About this time they had a psychic come down from a larger City, they claimed to be a full trance medium and were providing reading for those who wanted them; a single reading cost one hundred and fifty dollars. I was present during one of these reading, but had stepped out on the porch so as not to interfere, but watching the proceeding at a distance. He sat in a chair and began to twist and shake like he was having some type of fit and this lasted for a few minutes and then he began to speak in a somewhat slurred voice and I am watching this thinking to myself, what the hell are they doing?
The people they were reading for were seeking answers to questions concerning the purchase of stocks. The reading lasted about forty-five minutes and they leave. This persons steps out on the porch with me and were talking and I asked them why the shaking and twisting for?
They told me you can see through it most people can’t, it’s just an act people expect to see something when a spirit enters into you some physical sign, some type of manifestation.
They go on to tell me the foundation has an interest in you they know that in about five years you will be fully developed, he had heard them talking, that they feel they can get at the very least fifteen hundred dollars for a reading provide by you in the city.
A few months passed and this same man returns, he tells me the Spiritualist Church is willing to provide you with an apartment, all your expenses will be cover and they will provide you with five women they feel that’s what you need to satisfy your sex drive alone with a small expenses account if you will come to the city and developed in their presence. I ask him about my son where does he fit into this, He told me there is no place for your son. I decline their offer, family comes first.
Peddlers of Deception
The Church was having a healing service for this woman I was spending so much time with. It seems they had a much larger operation in New York City the group I was involved with was just an extension, and a group was coming down to show movies and give lectures concerning their beliefs, of a sort. So they had invited about thirty people to attend this healing service.
But before it starts, I am sating at home and have a past live vision, I see a tall thin woman standing over the top of a glowing object, like a silver light and she is moving her hands over it as if she is manipulating it and a messages come through…….you create heaven on earth with the power of your mind…..She was a sorceress of Atlantis, High Priestess and she was me. In time she would dominated my life and I would call upon her knowledge to empower me to do the improbable.
During the meeting it’s self I begin to see lizard like creatures or I senses their presents in these people who had come down from the city. I watched the movies that they claimed they stole from the Mason’s and watched as one of their members drop jewels from their eyes and was told they was able to do this because they were magical, one to be revere as a great leader among men, a great and power psychic.
So I set their listening to the gasping awes of the locate psychic community they were eating it up and I thought to myself am I the only one here who isn’t blinded to what’s going on here? It’s like I could see right through it, these people lacked the simple intelligent to see it for what it was, fake the whole presentation the lectures were all insane you would have to be a real simpleton to buy into this whole thing.
They would place tape over this person’s mouth and eye’s draw a line of ink over it and point it out to the camera man who was taking the movie, then of all things they place them behind a closed curtain for about fifteen minutes they were completely hidden from view. Bring him back out and seat them in a chair and once again point it out to the camera man that the tape hadn’t been disturbed and the ink lines were still present.
After removing the tape he would drop tiny jewels out of his eyes and from his skin, pull out long strips of beams from their mouth. I saw this done on u-tube before in a magic show but I didn’t see it until around 2013, it’s like a slide of hand trick. But u-tube wasn’t around then and these people were buying into it hook line and sinker, they took the bait.
The lectures lasted about three hours, and the healing it’s self was to take place later that evening so everyone was told to go home have a bit to eat and ground themselves and to return a few hours later. So I go home and I am sating alone and have another vision this time it’s the same woman and a messages comes though that I had use the power of my mind to create war on the earth that I had use my power to slaughter an entire race that lived on the earth in those days, and I saw them they were lizard like creatures the same one’s I felt when I was sating in the room during the lecture with these people from the city.
I return to a packed house and the companion stands up in front of everyone and tells the groups she is going blind, that she has been to the eye doctor and they can’t find anything wrong with her eyes. But she knows she is going blind and this healing we were about to perform was to heal her of her blindness, that the doctors couldn’t detect.
(Am I missing something here?)
The service lasted about two hours and great healing is proclaimed, and then they take her out on a stretcher of all things, like you see in a hospital, help her into a car and disappear into the night. The following day I drive out to her place see how she’s doing the gang from the city was in the process of leaving when I walked in, so they were filing out and I found her lying in bed with this huge green glass like stone strapped to her forehead it was about the size of a baseball, big stone.
I had completed a project on her home a few weeks before; I had coated it with a clear finish. I was an independent contractor working in the area, at the time so I was licenses and insured. So she invited me out to his place and while I was there I notice in the very top of a vaulted ceiling of the house there was this really strange-looking copper decoration hanging from the ceiling and it looked like a geometric sphere of some type, it was handmade and I asked her what it was? And she told me that was to blocked the government spy satellites that were spying on them from space, she told me when they fly overhead they wouldn’t be able to detect anything. (It gets better).
Now this was a beautiful house setting on a lake front, huge front yard going down to the lake with a dock, one thing I learn about these groups there’s a lot of money involved.
A few weeks before this healing service were supposed to take place I was invited out for a group meeting under the stars, beautiful night during the summer, bonfire a lot of people presents, a very peaceful setting.
I went out to the party call it what you will, it consisted of about twenty people of varies ages. Later that night everyone had left except myself and five of the biggest fattest women I have ever seen in my entire life and their sating around the campfire with me. Now let me assure you. I love women, big beautiful women with curves is my cup of tea, long ones, tall one’s short women skinny and bony a Little extra is okay with me, large breast, small boobies it’s all good.
But I can’t deal with excessive weight it shows a lack of caring for one’s self and these five women all weight in at, at least four to five hundred pounds each; to me they were disgusting looking. It’s a real serious turn off to me. Let’s face it if you don’t care about yourself why would anyone have an interest in you?
And I am sating their talking about becoming developed as a psychic or whatever I was supposed to be. And one of these women leads toward me and says forget about that, you will become developed in time. Now which one of us do you want first?
And the thought flashed through me… Oh fuck me!!! How do I get myself into these things? So I look at these women who are all looking at me with a glee in their eye’s, and tell them,……..I have a headache, I need to leave, and they said oh you poor thing you. I left… not in this life time.
I go out to this woman’s house the morning after her healing to see how she’s was doing, its mid-1997, I enter into the awakening just a little over a year before, met a lot of people, but I had made no friends, I thought I had. Within the psychic community friends don’t come easy. I had a few things working against me I wasn’t born in this area and anyone from the outside and treated like dirt by the locate population; or at least it use to be, a lot has changed over the years. I may as well of have been born in Europe. Even had one of the heads of a different spirituals church call me an outsider then she spat on the sidewalk. It’s a closer community in a big way if you’re not born here you would be better off not living here. But it has changed a lot over the last twenty years with the influx of people moving in from the New York City.
But I go out to this woman’s house and find her on the second floor, lying in bed with this big green looking-glass stone strapped to his forehead. (It’s very impressive).
Now the second floor bedroom is an open balcony to the downstairs and you can lie in bed and see the lake through the all glass front of the house, nice place. She is lying in bed looking all pitiful and in a very weak voice asks me what I thought of the movie from the day before. And I told her I thought Star Wars was better…….
She came up so fast from the mattress the crystal looking stone threw off her head clear the second floor hand rail and went bouncing across the floor downstairs. The woman sating next to her is screams you’re supposed to be sick, and slams her back into the bed, sort of like slamming a basketball she really put her down fast and hard.
By this time I am becoming hostile I don’t like it when people are wasting my time as a single parent and independent contractor time is a premium, I don’t have any free time to waste on bullshit. I told both of them you see that lake down their? This was in July and it’s hot outside like in the eighties, if I walk across it will you worship me as a living God? It back both of them up in a corner, I told them your wasting my time, got up and left and rarely saw either of them again.
After I left the church it just sort of dry up and disappear. I came into contract with one of the women who had invested thousands of dollars into these stones asked her how things were going and if she was still with them? She told me after it all came out about the hypnosis she had taken the glass stones and locked them in a box she thought there was something evil inside them. But she told me no, she didn’t go there anymore.
I didn’t hear much about the church after that. I did come into contract with the teacher, I had a taken a psychic development class with in late 1997 in 2002. she said the psychic community felt I was responsible for the church leaving and disappearing, the way I looked at it they should have have given me a medal for running them out-of-town. These people were con-artist literary stealing from the very people attending their classes and workshops.
But everyone wants to place the blame on someone good scapegoats are hard to come by and by 2003; I had made my mark on the psychic communities across several states as is. I had a reputation as a head hunter.
I have read articles on the internet concerning spiritualist church in general. I honestly believe the use of hypnosis was an isolated incident by this one Church and shouldn’t reflect a negative reflection over all too all the spiritualist churches. But in the spiritual groups I have learned over the course of my life time, beware not everything is as it seems to be.
After this I did become involved with a different spiritualist church they weren’t much better they had what is refer to as message bearers and during the services a person male or female with stand up and point out different people and give them a message and these message was from the spirit world and concerned their own lives in the weeks or months to follow. And I was present during one of these meeting and a woman stands up and told me we can’t read for you because you demand 100% actuaries and we can’t guarantee that our message holds any truth.
Am I missing something here why would someone give a message to anyone knowing it might have no truth in it whatsoever? What a waste of time to even attend a meeting like these.
I have been in other spiritual churches and received messages from these message bearers that hit the mark, but over time I learn those churches are far and few between, there’s a lot of fakes in the psychic community. I have spoken to maybe fifty so-called psychics over the course of my life time but only met a few who were even worth speaking too. I would say out of the fifty maybe four and they were scatter over a half a dozen different states. For years I travel up and down the northeastern sea-broad from New York to Florida and travel as far west as California as well as Texas, covered a lot of ground in my journeys.